MaBlok

ever had a moment where one minute u were laughing looking at old pictures, reminiscing the wonderful memories that comes hidden in each picture and the next minute you feel so awfully depress that tears starts running down your cheeks….

I was looking through the pictures of old friends from friendster and I was just awed at the remarkable changes that we all go through as time pass…Yes hell a lot of time passed… And as I continued browsing thru photos after photos I just felt so sad…. so sad that all those times has passed and I missed them so much… I really do miss all the good times that I had… I miss all those people that I was once closed to… I wish I could go back in time… I wish all those good times can be played back…. Not that I’m not having a good time now.. I just don’t want those pass experiences to be just memories… I don’t want old friends to be just ’someone I used to know’ … As I grow older…. gawd i can’t believe i just said that… fine..OLDER… I realise that you really have lesser and lesser people to call as friend… a true friend I mean…. or maybe it’s just me…. I never did have a knack for staying in touch with people…. which I think is awful…. and so here I am …old and lonely…stuck in a hotel room in taipei in the middle of the night… looking through friendsters…. and just feeling depressed now…